Thousand Kms before I die

I want to cover thousand Kms before I die
Maybe that will relieve me of my tears and cry

I want to spend a night in the forest
Before I put my heart and soul to rest

I want to kiss the rain by extending myself through the window of the train
Maybe that will make me realize about the efforts that went in vain

I want to jump from a mountain
Maybe that will make me realize " What did I lose and what did I gain : "

I want to drown in Narmada
Maybe that will make me escape from my apprehensions and my shiver

I want to twist and turn
Before I crash and burn

I want to run and fly
Before I collide and die

Maybe ????

Maybe ????